Can i trust him..i so wanna trust him and i soooo wanna like him but then again hhhhmm..i know Mr N is such a jerk at times but when he's ok..he's really nice..we only fight/argue when we plan bout the meet up and the timings..haizzzzz .
I just feel like giving him a second chance and having a 2nd date with him which im sure he's ok with it but my brain and my heart is like totally confused now..it's like one moment im ok with it and the next minute im not.I felt like letting go of him but then again i feel like knowing him all over again..*Sigh* What shall i do?? Let go?? But then again there's no harm in having another date..but then again if i feel that if it's not goin anywhere with him..why should i bother in goin out with him..eeruurggghhh...i just put down the phone with him and it's nice to talk to him again..there i go again..i seriously need to get to know other guys..but i cant forget Mr N..but why???? He's not that cute looking anyway..what's with him that makes me think bout him..maybe cos i did went out with him but that was like 2 yrs ago..hhhmmmm...
If only there's like a guy that can really makes me forget bout Mr N instantly..wow he must be a hunk with a good character..which i can never get..wait long long ah..but whatever it is i think i might give Mr N a second chance but u know the moment i felt that way..my heart would say no..just dont go out with Mr N...Im such a fickle minded girl..this is like choosing 2 shoes that that i really love and it's either i buy them both or i totally dont..haizzzzz..
I better go and sleep now..ciaozzzz....
*** LATEST UPDATE!! I tot i wanna just log off after i blog but now i have to edit my blog cos of this. Somehow i feel like checking my facebook b4 i sleep and guess what Mr N is online but he told me in his sleepy voice that he wanna sleep on the phone..so bottomline..DONT TRUST HIM! and how he's offline..maybe somehow he find out that im online so he went offline..JERK! Or maybe it's facebook probs issues..hhmm eeerrugggh..hate this feeling..Sometimes it's better not to give ppl 2nd chances ah..*blueks*
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Don't trust him!
ReplyDeleteIf there is ever an element of doubt in your head, (looks like there are many circumstances that made you don't trust him) - well then don't! Don't waste your time and end up having to feel the hurt. If he is really for real, he has to respect you. Haiz...u know guys...and... if Mr N is as cute as your bestfriend tuu then can lah take the chance! But nii tak cute terus so..cakap ngan dia bye-bye-bye! haha!
haizzzzz..oh well..if Mr N is as cute as my bestfriend tu..aiyooooo...it'll be triple times harder to really get over him!! *lol*
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